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Silver linings and all that jazz

6/4/2018

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It’s been a month since my last blog and boy, has my life been different!!

I got the results of my MRI scan through. I didn’t thoroughly understand what the outcome was but I did understand what I was told to do. NO RUNNING!!  (and giving up on this years goal)

You can imagine how my heart sank when I heard this. I was then presented with a bundle of paperwork describing in detail what I COULD do.  It went like this:

For the next month focus on aqua-jogging!  No running or walking for exercise.  Let pain be your guide.  If you do anything that hurts, don't do it!
After a month of staying off your feet you can return to running IF you can’t walk for 45 minutes pain free, followed by a day off, then do the same on the third day.  If that goes well, you can begin to run ONE MINUTE at a time.  Increasing the duration by one minute every four days.

'But what about my long, therapeutic, mountainous, trail runs that I love!  What about the fresh air and feeling the elements against my face!'  This is what I was saying deep down but instead I just nodded and accepted my fate.  Until I got into the car at least, when the flood gates opened!

So, for the past month I’ve been the model student and done everything I was advised.
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I began aqua-jogging, and at first I just didn't get it.  I couldn't get my heart-rate to go up and struggled to do more than 20 minutes as it felt like 20 hours!  Imagine the comparison... running on beautiful trails over mountains and jogging in a pool locked in a room that still looks like exactly the same pool no matter how long you flap around for! I know where I'd rather be.

After a few sessions I discovered that you just need to really increase your cadence.  I began treading water at about 120-140 rpm.  This kept my heart rate up, and then I added in intervals, increasing my cadence more and exaggerating all movements, bingo, a great workout!  Still the most I could cope with was 45 minutes but at least I was getting some kind of training to my poor neglected running muscles.

Another positive to draw from this whole experience is that I've begun swimming again.  I find swimming pretty boring too but way more satisfying than aqua-jogging.  After three weeks of swimming by myself and struggling to maintain motivation, I bit the bullet and joined a group.  I swam with a triathlon club in my teens and figured this was the best type of group for me as they generally stick to the one stroke that I can do.  So now, four weeks post diagnosis, I'm swimming with Queenstown Tri-Squad and making massive improvements in the water.
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Nobody wants to be told to stop doing what they love.  Especially when you have such big goals based around that activity.  But perhaps these things happen for a reason.  Obstacles are put in our paths so we learn and grow.  It would be very easy to sit on my backside and moan about the fact I can't live out my passion but that would create nothing but a downwards spiral of negativity.  On reflection, this last month has been great and I'll tell you why.
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  • I've gained perspective.  Looking back I realise how narrow my focus was.  I lived, breathed, ate and slept running.  Everything was about running.  Only with a forced break can I see the big picture.
  • You can cope without that one thing you love.  The thought of being without running was actually far worse than the reality. 
  • Drive and motivation is transferable.  In my head I was driven and motivated to run and train hard for running.  I now realise that it's built into my soul.  It isn't related to running.  It's actually just who I am, the passion can be transferred to other areas of life.
  • As one door closes another opens.  Choosing to bring swimming into my life has brought new friends and new opportunities.  Not being able to work, I've put time into learning a new skill.  I'm putting my creative talents into learning Adobe Illustrator which is something I would have never done if I wasn't restricted physically.
  • Having an ATTITUDE OF GRATITUDE will always make you a winner.  I can't run.  I can't do what I love.  But I can do so much.  And I'm so grateful to live in a world where the opportunities are endless, and be in a world with medical care and facilities to help me.  Not everyone has this and I feel fortunate every day.

With all of that in mind, I am a very lucky person.  And today I feel especially lucky as I am about to go out for my first walk in a month.  It will only be short but it will be outside and in the fresh air.
"The best way to show my gratitude is to accept everything, even my problems, with JOY.' 
​Mother Teresa
6 Comments
Libby link
7/4/2018 03:11:13 pm

Go you Em... what an inspiring way to look at recovery time. Tough to do sometimes, when you are frustrated. You'll be back up and running in no time. 😍

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Emma Timmis
8/4/2018 10:03:52 am

Thanks Libby. I guess good things come to those who wait!!! x

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Tom Donaldson
7/4/2018 05:37:53 pm

Hi Emma I loved your blog and your positivity is infectious and I can empathize with your present circumstance.
A few years ago I was training 7 Days a week doing Kendo, gym and running and then I had a accident which has resulted in 2 spinal fusion operations and a 3rd somewhere down the road.
I went from getting my daily dose of endorphins to nothing which frankly ‘Did my Head In’
Then I rediscovered swimming, which I used to do back in the day. Boring it can be but it’s also a great place to think and plan and I’m presently designing a Overlanding vehicle as I tick off the daily lengths.
Don’t forget that your ElliptiGO would be a great way to ease yourself back into running without any of the normal impact. I’ll never be able to run again, which I so loved to do, but I can go out and bang out 30km on my ElliptiGO no problem.
Anyway keep up the lengths And get those chemicals flowing.
Have a Great Sunday.
Tom😄😄

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Emma Timmis
8/4/2018 10:15:21 am

Thank you Tom. I can't imagine being in your position. It's so hard going from training so hard with the sport you love to not even being able to do a little. The Elliptigo is fantastic! We are so lucky they exist. I don't think I'll be able to use one for a little while yet as I'm still not standing too much but definitely in the future. :)

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Kelly
7/4/2018 09:04:42 pm

Hi Emma! You really are the most positive and inspirational woman I know. I hope my daughter will have the out look on life as you do. Also I think you should look at a mini triathlon when you can run again. If you need swim coaching you know where I am when you are back in the UK. Xx you are truly an amazing beautiful and inspirational women. Love Reading ur blogs and updates. And I'm glad you have found something positive out of you're obviously devastating diagnosis. Stay positive love you lots x

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Emma Timmis
8/4/2018 10:17:33 am

Ah, thanks Kelly. I'd love to take you up on some swimming help. My backstroke is terrible! I look like I'm drowning!!
I'm back at the end of May for a couple of months. Definitely need to catch up. xxx

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