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Since I last wrote a blog I've had more needles in my legs yet again.  I had two types of nerve conduction tests done on my legs and again nothing was found.  Yet I'm still in pain.

I constantly go in and out of thinking it's in my head and then being positive it's not.

Over the past year and a half I've been told to reduce my activity level more and more to the point where now I'm super sedentary.  I've changed my daily routine completely and now spend most of my time sitting (this is not how I have ever lived my life).  Unfortunately, my symptoms are now getting worse with the more sitting I do.  I feel like whatever I do I'm not getting better.  I always follow the advice of the professionals but it makes no difference.

I'm starting to feel like I have no escape.  I've recently got to the point where I just want a break from everything.  I want a break from the worry.  I want a break from the mental turmoil of not knowing what's wrong with my body.  I want a break from the pain.  But I can't have it.  Whatever I do I can't escape it and I'm exhausted.

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